Tomorrow is the "day"

So I officially start tomorrow.  I am looking forward to it...sort of.  I am hopeful but I am trying hard to keep my expectations reasonable.  I am concerned that if i hope for too much it won't happen.  At the same time I really want to hope for my dreams to come true.  I just want to shop in a regular store.  Sometime it seems like it is too much to ask for but i want to be able to wear things that are in style.  I want to be able to choose a style instead of wearing whatever fits me from the "big girl" store.  It seems like such a tremendous thing to ask for.  I am scared that I am going to fail.  Again.  I know that because of the support that I can get from the staff at Complete Health that I should succeed.  I also know that it is up to me.  Making decisions day to day moment to moment to not eat off program.  That is how I will do this.  That and bribery.....that always helps.  I need some ideas...what should i reward myself with??  Any ideas?